June 2021 – Page 2 – Hidden Jules

Searching

You know those days,When you have to lookDEEPInside yourselfFor the motivation to rise?Folding under a sea of blankets,Carry me away!At least, in my dreams, I’m not so tired.

Topsy-turvy, upside-down, cyclical tailspin,I whirl around,Faster and faster stilluntil it feels I mightdisappearam I excited or nervouswho knowswho caresbreathlessracing to the point of no returnon and on and on and oncan’t stop addicted to the shindig10 points if you know that referencemaybe we can be friendshope you haven’t pausedfor a moment since the last timeContinue reading “Dizzy”

How is Manifestation Meant to Work?

So, I just heard an interesting bit of audio from Dolores Cannon. I’ll include the video below in case you want to check it out for yourself. Essentially, she talks about the power we have in manifestation. As I’ve mentioned before, we have the power to create our own realities. If we sat down andContinue reading “How is Manifestation Meant to Work?”

Painting a Vampire (VIDEO)

I’m going to be honest, when I sat down with my paintbrush today, I had no idea what I was going to paint. I just kind of started going. I’m really glad with how it all turned out! And yes, I am also on TikTok in case you were wondering how the video was editedContinue reading “Painting a Vampire (VIDEO)”

My Room

Familiar four walls,A safe haven with prison bars,Let me out!I can’t leave today…Lacking the strength toCross the threshold.Leave me alone,But please don’t leave me. Familiar four walls,Purple,My favorite.Ridiculous vibrance,Stop mocking me!I love you,No, please, I didn’t mean to yell. Familiar four walls,Adorned with dreamcatchers and symbols of peace,Screaming into my pillow,With senseless, burning tears,Namaste. FamiliarContinue reading “My Room”

Doing Something That Scares Me (VIDEO)

Even though this was a scary thing for me to post, I’m glad I did it! By stepping out of my confort zone, I know I made myself a little bit stronger and more prepared to face new and interesting challenges!

Dangerous Love

You are a walking lucid dream,Somewhere between planes of existence,You shift.You strut through these different dimensionsWith the swagger of someoneWho Belongs.You can alter my realityWith a glance.You are horribly beautiful,The plume cloud of an explosion,A neon, radioactive glow,Like a moth to a flame,Right?Still, knowing,I dance down the pathTo my destruction.Because, even if I’m dismantled,I wouldContinue reading “Dangerous Love”

Stuck in A Writing Slump? Let Your Mind Wander!

Do you ever just let your mind wander? Where does it take you? And why there? I’m sure some of you have noticed by now that I’m obsessed with forests. I use nature imagery in a lot of my writing and it feels unconscious. It’s especially odd considering I’m not an outdoorsy person, though IContinue reading “Stuck in A Writing Slump? Let Your Mind Wander!”

January

People think you areCold and gray,Like the bitter January air,But baby,Your smile isA LIGHTNING BOLT You may rain sometimes,Feel uncertain,Like April skies.But honey,I see spring in your eyes. Your fiery hairBurns like summer heat,And I swear,It is truly unfair,To compare youTo just one month out of the year.

My Tentacle Monster

I don’t know about the rest of you, but the days I’m really down, I can visualize what is wrong without necessarily having the words for it. Today, I’m going to try to describe it. It’s like these long, shadowy tentacles breaking through my chest. It feels like they’re breaking the bones in my chestContinue reading “My Tentacle Monster”

The Oak

Formidable, you stand.Weathering the storms,Taking their hand. As many days stretch to countless nights,Father Time tries to cut you down,You always win the fights. The foe thinks you stand alone, but it is not true.For you have your greatest loveStanding beside you. Their love is mightier than any sword!When the darkness gathers,You have the futureContinue reading “The Oak”

Wakefulness

I feel like I’m floating,In the space between sleep and wakefulnessSlipping just below the surface,The weight of sleep rests heavyOn my face.A welcome pressure,Still, sleep alludes me,Children chasing each other in a game of tag. I wait patiently to greet my friend,Wondering aimlessly,Around this twisted forest of thought.Frustration growsLike fire in my eyes.Tranquility lost,I wantContinue reading “Wakefulness”